April 12, 2006

Misery

So feel like shouting out or bashing up somebody. I'm not violent, but don't know why, just have this damn frustration in me, awaiting to burst out, any moment. Its been a torture to conceal my feelings and thoughts. There's nothing much I can do about it, I suppose.

I've tried stuffing myself with work and games, but none is helping. Seems like nothing can divert my attention away from ... I thought time will help, but I was so damn wrong. And I don't wish to share this with anyone, its very much of a personal issue.

Feel so troubled, so vexed. Is there any way out? FUCK! Is there any fucking way out? I don't wish to be unhappy throughout my god damn life. I don't wish to be in pain everyday.